Saturday, January 28, 2006

wheets! the cross country is finally over!
this is the last time im participating in such annual cross country races.
feel that i didn't exactly give it all out as in my one hundred percent because.. the slope was too intimidating.
before the race, i forbidded myself to give up sprinting up the slope but today, i still gave up halfway through it!
my mental strength isn't very strong and i know that.
each time after completing something, i'll realised that actually i could have done better.
like the 2.4 screening test, i tot i could have ran faster.
and today, if only i have sprinted or perhaps ran faster for the last three hundred metres, i wouldn't have lost the forth position and dropped to sixth.
alrite many will say that getting sixth is already good enough but you know, it's the kind of feeling you'll get being overtaken by two people when you're so near the finishing line!
it's not a great feeling even though the positions do not affect much.
okay i'd better stop complaining. gotta be content with the present wahahah
yay! we clinched back the championship title!
was so thrilled when we realised that!
i'm glad there wasn't any major injuries suffered in the course of the race.
everyone did very well today! big hugs to everyone in bbgt! :)))
the whole team pushed on and did our best! dun reproach yourself!
once again, nice one everyone!!!!

hmm after everything ended, we proceeded to suntec and marina square cuz we decided that town would be like flooded with tons of people!
and true enough we didn't see anyone besides kah hui.
i think we covered a total distance of 20k on foot today! lol
3.2k for cross country and erm.. 16.8k when shopping? hahah
anyway our legs were like damn tired almost gave way.
when me and boon spot a seat any where near, we'll sit! hahha this is so ah soh-ish lah!
tsk but legs v erm 'tired'?
and poor boon twisted her ankle during trng ytd and she had to limp and walk slowly down the stairs.
marina square got nothing to see! dun ever wanna go there again.
hmm but at least we all bought something today.
soooo tired today.. the calories we shed off when running got replaced by lunch and dinner. haha
i haven typed a long entry for quite some time already this is quite long rite?
supposed to be like damn tired and drop dead on the bed straight away but everytime i reach home, i wldn't feel that lethargic anymore =)
it's new year eve already i guess i'll not be blogging any time soon.
so here's an advance happy chinnese new year to everyone! cheerios~!

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Sunday, January 22, 2006


It's been quite some time since I've last updated my blog. Gave school a miss cuz of headache this morning.
They had NAPFA and I seriously think sit and reach is a gone case for me so no worries about that because it is a fact.
Finally watched memoirs of a geisha yesterday! The characters Nobu and Mother didn't turned out to be as ugly as I had pictured them to be. haha
Hmm but I think it would be more exciting if i had not read the storybook but it is still recommended! :)
It was educational as me and yvn were saying.
Oh my i seriously do not know what to blog about already.

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this timeI never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this timeI never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody, you don't want to smile and you dont want to fake being happy but at the same time you don't know exactly wat is wrong either.
There isn't a way to explain it to someone who won't take 'i don't know' for an answer.
You feel the way you do just because you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again but until then all you can do is wait.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006


and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

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Monday, January 09, 2006

anyone has any solution to improve on sit and reach?
the minimum requirement is 40 cm and seriously, i've never reached that length before!
why must they push up the standard for girls WHY?!
i don't want to go for afternoon pe!
and if i had to go for it, the most probable reason is because the requirement is not met for sit and reach!
i'm so gonna die on the third week when the screening test starts.
ms tang says they will make you train for the item that you failed.
so it's like sit and reach how to train??
so if i fail sit and reach, wouldn't it mean that i have to keep stretching during afternoon pe?!
this is so unfair lah!
my sisters and i cant usually reach far i think we have inflexible bones!
okay and guess what i cant reach my toes neither can i touch the ground when bending down.
tsk but cannot means cannot how to keep stretching?!
sigh whatever.. i'll try to stretch every day until the screening test.
it keeps raining every day cant go out!
ohya i'd be down for math remedial definitely.
the supplementary paper quite tough!
or perhaps i wasn't prepared enough.
only started revising for it this year with tonns to homework to complete at the same time too.
oh man.. okay nvm i dont mind going for math remedial it makes me practise math.
had wanted to go out today so i rushed my hmk yesterday night and it turned out that it has been raining since morning and so the outing gotta be canceled!
hmm nvm hmk is like never ending =)
oh how to increase one's motivation and perseverance when running?
i always felt like stopping when running long distance and somehow i'll always stop to walk at some point in time.
afternoon pe on friday and had to run six rounds my timing deproved by a minute compared to 2.4 last year.
like why why why again?!
every training run so much and does that mean that the more i train the slower i become?
oh no no this is really bad..
cross sountry coming soon, on the 27th jan. (celebrating new year by running! this is too much!)
i need motivation to keep on running!!
besides helping bbgt to achieve championship (thats an aim), i need somemore motivation!
i'll try to find it for the next two weeks. =)

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

finally the start of a new year i'm so glad our timetable has changed for the better, ending like reasonably early every day except for friday, and the last lesson happened to be pe.
so hopefully after the napfa test (my greatest worry is sit and reach and the incline pull up thing), there won't be pe anymore! thats if at least a silver is attained of course. =)
i got so tired of doing math, which is supposed to be a holiday assignment and also some jc's promo paper.
it's quite tough, to me, gotta go borrow from people for reference already. hehheh
first day of school wasn't that bad. reminded me of last year, where i was still slowly making my way to the school hall at 7 30.
finally satisfied our cravings for the far east chicken rice today! haha ended at like 12 45 today.
there aint such nice timing last year, unless self declared. =X
this week's gonna be intensive math because of the supplementary paper on saturday, after which gotta prepare three tutorials.
oh i so hope the supplementary paper isnt gonna be difficult i don't want to go for remedials! and the time table wld be extended on those short days just to do math.
there wouldnt be any difference to our 'so nice' time table already right?
but on the other hand, goin for math remedials isnt such a bad idea either right?
at least it makes you erm well, practise math? hahah
been eating quite a lot of late. time for excercises!
alright im gonna get back to my math three more questions to the end of set one!
but theres quite a lot of blanks though.

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